chilhood

Cantik...

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Cantik...
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Tapi apa arti merindu
Selalu...

that was my favorite song when I was a little girl. actually when I was a kid, i don't know what the song means. you know I like this song because in the first lyric it say : "cantik.." ok.     I felt he(who sing the song) called me with "cantik" ahahahha..
what an embarrasing thing that I've ever remind.
my family, know that I like that song untill I grow up as a teenager like now. they always said to me "mbak afee, masih suka nggak sama lagu cantiikk.. aduuuu, lucu ngingetnya"
and I just smile and laugh... :p

rada-rada bingung

udah lama sya tak menyentuh blog ini.. ahaha
kangen tau dag aku ni sama blog.. heeh
tapi sesungguhnya aku bingung mw nulis apaa?
apa yaaa ?
hummmm......
hehheeheh

masa kanak-kanak bersama umang-umang dan cacing :)

kemaren pas gue lagi silaturahim ke rumah keluarga gue, adek-adek gue pada maen kura-kura. tu kura-kura di enyot-enyotin dengan kata lain di teken-teken. (kasian yaa turtle nya?)
nah, gue sama della langsung inget kejadian beberapa tahun yang lalu pas jaman ada umang-umang, klo nggak salah tuh pas gue kelas 4 SD.

jadi ceritanya gue baru
beli umang-umang seharga Rp.500,00 di sekolah gue. gue seneng bukan maen pas punya umang-umang. gue kasih makan dah tuh umang-umang. gue ganti aernya tiap jam. sampe pada akhirnya gue melakukan sebuah penelitian.
gue masukin tuh umang-umang ke dalem sebuah wadah kecil berisikan air panas a.k.a air yang baru mateng.  
BAYANGKAAAANNN !
saat itu gue masih lugu abis man! apa jadinya tuh umang-umang setelah gue masukin ke dalem air yang baru mateng?

umang-umangnya masak ! ahahahah !
bisa di makan. tapi berhubung gue tau tata krama pada hewan yang sudah mati, gue kubur deh tu umang-umang. sebab waktu itu, gue pernah nguburin cacing mati yang gue temuin di jalan. gue kasih bunga-bunga trus gue doain (aneh banget ya?) bareng-bareng sama temen-temen gue. :)

ya allah. ampuni hambamu ini ya.. udah ngebunuh umang-umang..

gue tobat daahhh ! kagak mau maen sama binatang lagi.. :D

when you're gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart,
I'm missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do,
reminds me of you,
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

(I miss you )

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear, will always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you...

The Deer and the Sea Snail

A long time ago in a jungle in Aru Islands, Maluku, lived a group of deer. They were very proud of their ability in running very fast. They always stayed in different places. They challenged other animals in a running match. If the deer won the match, they took over the place and stayed there. Not far from the jungle, there was a beautiful beach. A group of sea snail lived there. The deer heard about the beautiful beach and planned to live there. They had a plan to challenge snails in a running match. They were very sure to win the match. Sea snails were slow in walking. “What’s the rule?” asked the leader of the sea snails after he heard about the challenge. “Do you see all the capes there? There are twelve capes, from here until there,” the deer leader pointed the capes. The distance between one cape to another was very far. “We run from the first cape until the twelfth cape. If my runner arrives first at the twelfth cape, we’re the winner. And we stay here!” The sea snails then had a meeting. They set a strategy to win the match. “My plan is to put the twelve of us in every cape. If their runner arrives in every cape, you shout. So, the deer will never rest and gets very tired,” said the leader. And the day of the match finally arrived. All animals watched this unique match, the deer versus the sea snail. The runners were standing side by side. Then, the deer ran very fast. In just a second, he already left the sea snail. After a few hours of running, he arrived at the first cape. He shouted, “Hey? Where are you?” “I’m here,” said the sea snail. He was another sea snail that was hiding in the first cape. The deer was surprised. He cancelled his plan to get some rest. He continued running. In every cape, there was always a sea snail. And the deer always cancelled his plan to get some rest. Finally, the deer almost reached the twelfth cape but he was exhausted. He was really tired. And he gave up. He did not have any more strength to run. He fell down on the ground. “Hooray!” said all the sea snails. The deer were so embarrassed. They were just tricked by the clever sea snails. So the deer came back to the jungle and never returned to the beach.

waiting for the result.

tik tak tik tuk..

udah berjam-jam aku terpaku di depan layar laptop mungil milik ayah. aku membuang waktu libur ku bersama keluarga menginap di sebuah hotel untuk liburan saja. kebetulan ada hotspot, mulailah aku membuaka semua jejaring web yang aku miliki.
dimulai dari YM, facebook, twitter, blog, dan friendster.

lama-lama jadi bosan. aku tak sabar menunggu hasil test PSB kemarin. jam 00.00 nanti akan di beri tahu. aku tidur setelah aku tahu hasilnya. aku harap memuaskan.

2 jam lagi menunngu.
i must be patient.
i wish my friend and i can get good rank, so that we can be in the same school again.
amin.

serba deg-degan

tahun 2006 lalu aku deg-degan tuk menghadapi UASBN pertama.
sampai-sampai aku terserang batuk dan pilek. dan saat itu juga hari pertama aku menjadi seorang GADIS yang harus menjaga kesucian. (i know you know what i mean)

aku tunggu hasilnya, FOILAAAA aku berhasil LULUS SD dengan nilai yang alhamdulillah memuaskan karena sesungguhnya aku tidak terlalu paham soal belajar dengan baik.
ibu menyurug ku agar tetap belajar agar bisa masuk SMP yang diinginkan. dan asal kalian tau saja, aku tidak belajar.
yaaaaa paling tidak hanya membaca sedikit. dan mempelajari soal tahun sebelumnya.
ujian PSB pun dimuali. aku tidak merasa takut ataupun gugup. aku lakukan saja smuanya. seling beberapa waktu, hasilnya test itu mennyatakan aku diterima di SMP tersebut.
tahun ini tepatnya 2009, aku merasakan hal yang sama seperti layaknya di SD dulu. namun agak sedikit kuat rasa deg-degan itu. walaupun masih bisa aku redam.
aku belajar sekuat tenaga tuk mendapatkan hasil yang baik. dan alhamdulillah aku LULUS dengan nilai yang memuaskan juga.

dengan kesadaran ku sendiri aku belajar agar bisa diterima di SMA yang aku inginkan. hari ini tanggal 8 juli 2009 adalah hari yang menentukan. aku belum tahu keputusannya. aku hanya bisa berharap agar semua berjalan dengan baik. dengan diterimanya aku di SMA itu, aku tidak akan mempersulitkan orang tua ku...

gak ada yg bisa

huh.
bentar lagi bakal perpisahan
sedih rasanya kalo gak ketemu tmen-temen smuanya.
moga bisa ketemu lagi

selamanya disini

by : fachra afifah a.

awannya berarak.
Kemana tujuannya ?
Aku brlari mengikuti
Kmana aku harus pergi?

Aku diam
Tatap langit cerah mendung
Tatap awan putih kelabu
Merasa hujan yang kering

Tetap ku jalani hari ini
Walau telah hilang akal sehat ku
Daya ingat ku
Walau dirimu entah
Aku tetap disini.
Selamanya disini.